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2008-10-29T22:13:00.002+08:00

Romaji Lyrics

kami wo nade ru yokaze michi wo tera su seiza
nemuru mado ni yane ni sosogu minori no ame

kimi wo tsutsumu keshiki no ichibu ninaritai
itsu de mo soba ni itai kara

I WILL NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU
negaigoto gahitotsudake kanau nara
omoi wo kakushi temo onaji yume oi kaketai
I'M GONNA STAY BY YOUR SIDE
demo kidu ite dare yorimo mitsu meteru
kirei na mama de ite mune ni sai ta garasu no hana

namida iro no inku atena nonai tegami
nagai yoru mo kako mo chigire kumo no kanata

kimi to onaji jidai ni umare teyokatta
koushitemeguri ae takara

I WILL NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU
kono sekai ga ashita owa rutoshitemo
kawa ranai tsuyosa de kimi wo mamore rudarouka
I'M GONNA STAY BY YOUR SIDE
demoitsukaha kanau to shinji sasete
eien ni kare nai demo hakanai garasu no hana

I WILL NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU
negaigoto gahitotsudake kanau nara
omoi wo kakushi temo onaji yume oi kaketai
I'M GONNA STAY BY YOUR SIDE
demo kidu ite dare yorimo mitsu meteru
kirei na mama de ite mune ni sai ta garasu no hana

English Translation:

The night wind brushes my hair, the stars illuminate the city
The ripening rain falls down from the roof, onto the sleeping window

I want to be a part of the scenery that surrounds you
Because I want to be with you all the time

I WILL NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU
If I can have only one wish to come true
I want to pursue the same dreams you have, even if I hide my feelings of you
I'M GONNA STAY BY YOUR SIDE
But please realize that I look up to you more than anyone else
Remain just the pretty way you are, oh glass flower that blooms in my heart

(Written with) ink of tears, a letter with no address
The long nights, the past, all of them are over the distance, among the scattered clouds

I'm glad we were born at the same generation
Because in this way I was able to meet you

I WILL NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU
If the world is going to end tomorrow
Will I be able to protect you with this same strength
I'M GOING TO STAY BY YOUR SIDE
But please make me believe that it will come true someday
Blooming for eternity, yet fleeting, is my glass flower

I WILL NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU
If I can have only one wish to come true
I want to pursue the same dreams you have, even if I hide my feelings of you
I'M GOING TO STAY BY YOUR SIDE
But please realise that I look up to you more than anyone else
Remain just the pretty way you are, oh glass flower that blooms in my heart

A R M T H G F

2008-07-12T15:39:00.003+08:00

A R M T H G F - Absence Really Makes The Heart Grow Fonder?

I seriously do wonder. Haha. Its been a long time man.. as i stared back into the depths of my handphone. But well, it could probably be this that i have finally woken up. I can now relate to the process

1st Stage --> You start hating a person and you dont tell the reason to him/ her and get each other so frustrated and u swore upon yourself that u will not care, you will not contact anymore.

2nd Stage --> You start to loosen up a little and begin thinking: Maybe i should just forgive the person. After all technically he/she did not do anything wrong and so i should just forget about it. It could probably just be due to oversensitivity on my part. And then the contemplation about whether to start the friendship again comes in.

3rd Stage --> Now this is divided into 2 different groups i believe
- 1st group: I start the conversation first and everything soon goes back to normal again hoping for a happily ever after only for the 3 cycles to repeat.
- 2nd group: Im still not gonna give a damn and the person apparently not giving any hoot about me also did not even contact me so since he/she doesnt bother.. i dont see my point in doing so as well ^^

Well lets just say dat after countless cycles, it is time to finally break out of it? Haha. Ive really got so sick and tired of this existence of emotion that makes the thing in the left portion of ur chest go so heavy. Day in day out worrying about shit that shouldnt even be important in your life at all. Not saying that you did anything wrong but u can blame me for being selfish. I really dont want myself to continue. This leading on, this hope that keeps getting crushed. Maybe you did believe in it for a few more times but somehow it just did not happen. Oh wells, im really wondering where it will all go from here... is this really worth the friendship? =) ive yet to pray and figure.. guess i need more time out.
God i really need an answer!

"Without darkness, there can be no light. Without suffering, there can be no happiness. Without hate, there can be no you."

2008-07-09T20:53:00.001+08:00

Zzz...zzZ

2008-06-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

Haiis. I am super scared. Super Super Super scared. I need a scissors once more.

2008-05-11T21:47:00.008+08:00

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we’re not fighting
It couldn’t be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core..

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind

Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible to find

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep

And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

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Well anw.. on to today's post.. dat was just a song i felt which was nice and i kept hearing it over and over again on the radio. >< got addicted.. so yeap

Better is the word.
Been quite a long time since i have posted i see. Its been a long ardous journey these past few weeks since the time the incident happened quite awhile ago. But well, I guess it really did me good. In fact, i am feeling almost on top of everything i do now. No longer enslaved to anything or everything, to circumstances and most of all. To myself. The freedom from the emotions that had me imprisoned for so long and it is only now that i realised that i myself am the gatekeeper and prisoner. I had the key to unlock it all this while, just that i chose to remain inside and let myself fall victim to the circumstance that i was in. Now i realise that with this new found power and ability and knowledge. The same things i assure shall not happen once more. A path with a new light, a true hope over untreaded water. Fool I may seem, lucky i may turn out. The cycle ends here, its time to use a ruler. =]

=)

2008-05-06T23:24:00.000+08:00

Quoted from a song in the SRJC musical:

" I need to know you care
I need to know that you’ll be there
Promises and empty words
Are no use to me

Let your word be true
Let my heart so find that them real
So that I may always
Believe and trust in you "

*Onegai....*

The point of no return?

2008-05-04T18:11:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i begin to think. Whether it was wrong of me to do such a thing and whether it is possible to reverse things all over again. But then again, it would just be fucking selfish as it would be like i happy then i do this and when im not happy then i dont. So why should people adhere to what i like and according to how i feel when i myself hardly consider other people's feelings and emotions in the picture. To date, i only have this to say to myself. Im a failure, a great failure. A good for nothing because i excel in nothing but bullshitting and offering lip service. I promise i would do this and promise i would do that. Yes i would do in the end, but due to my procrastination and lazy ways, i would only offer my very last minute best effort in almost everything i do for others. I am born selfish la. its not like i could help it, i am trying hard to change, I DO I DO!!! but i dont think it is enough. Always letting my emotions into everything and getting flared up and hot tempered and easily irritated. Thing is sometimes i do know that i might have been in the wrong. But i do reason that it takes two hands to clap. With that.. have i really signed the warrant that confirmed the destruction of two of my most precious friendships in this life time?

*When all hope seems lost, i yearn to see your light my Lord*

2008-05-01T00:45:00.001+08:00

L : Lonely, Loveless, Lifeless

Is It The Right Decision?

2008-04-27T22:37:00.005+08:00

Things that happened today were thoroughly anticipated and went according to how i predicted it would be. Yes i did half expect another alternative situation to arise but i guess the chances of it happening were very low. I do admit that it might be my fault for not making first contact and having my stuck up pride kill everything that we might have worked for.

Upon sharing what i felt with a close friend of mine and at legion. I found out that what he said and a response that i had gotten during legion was absolutely true. Well since i have to respect legion's confidential nature, i can only say what my friend shared with me. He said that after this vigorous cycle that keeps repeating itself, it isnt a very healthy form of relationship that anyone should have. Sometimes you do not have to keep contacting in order to just remain as friends or if it hurts you then the suggested solution would be to just give it all up altogether. I guess one should not hesitate to do things sometimes though it may feel like a pity to just give everything up. Sometimes, it is for the better.

As we grow up. Everything that we do becomes more and more uncertain. Even studies and maths and homework and tests all get harder. Some do not even have definite solutions as their solutions! This has made my life even more confusing. Sometimes i dont know if im in the right or in the wrong for doing something. But hell, why is it that everyone should always think logically and act less on how they feel? Why do humans all prefer to be more hypocritical and backstab and talk bad about people behind their backs and be good in front of them so as to maintain good relations? Yes it sounds like it IS the sensible thing to do but how much credit would you be awarded when you pass away into your after life? All I do know now is that i do not know how i should act anymore. After all, i am human too. Which human doesnt need love and attention from the people they wish to receive it from? Loneliness really kills. I just really dont know what to do and how to proceed for here on...

With mid-years just rounding the corner, i could look at being emo in a positive light as i would study more and try and attempt to distract myself from the real pain that i am experiencing within the depths of my empty heart. Thats a positive outlook to look forward to...

Well in conclusion, I really cannot see us as close friends as we were before anymore. The experiences that we had shared would be one that would be practically impossible to revive and it all began with a foolish decision i made on 5th June 2007. The fateful one that led to how it has become today. Should we become friends again, i seriously doubt i would still be contacting you as often. Maybe weekly at church. But other than that.. i have more important things to adhere to and having you spoil my momentum would just be fucked up. Though you will not read this. I wish you best of luck in all that you do. Goodbye.

*Im not crying. My eyes just opted to perspire*

Upon Further Reflection...

2008-04-26T13:05:00.002+08:00

" You will learn how mastering your feelings is one of the most powerful things you can do "

Quoted in the book 'The 7 Best Things (Smart) Teens Do' Oh well. Emotion undoubtedly in teenage years are one of the driving forces to why most teenages live and die. Whether it turns out positively or negatively largely depends on your upbringing and your natural outlook on life as a whole. A pessimist will forever be a pessimist. Just like how one can look at a cup of water and actually judge whether it is half empty or half full. Why do we do the things we do? Why are we so often caught up and overwhelmed by our emotions and most of this are due to petty things done by others? More often than not. We always feel we are right and we do things accordingly, having done so.. have u ever asked yourself. Do we argue that it is right because we have already done it?

Once again, human feelings have stepped beyond my calculations and in fact.. beyond almost every other scientists calculations. It can only be predicted and felt. Humans are really interesting beings. Why do positive emotions and thinking always lead us to greater and higher potential than what we conceive is possible? Why do we defy the laws of physics and calculations when our feelings come into the picture? Why isit that feelings are often the cause of pain, anger, hatred, self-pity that result in the many forms of suicide we see in today's modern world? All the stress built up from the intense competition built up by a meritocratic Singapore has caused quite an increase in the number of suicide cases. Thus I conclude that positive thinking is indeed very necessary. Yes we do feel tired after awhile, we do feel that in certain circumstances, all the hope in the world is lost. But let me tell u.. the situation is UNIMPORTANT!!! What matters is what you decide to do with your life. What matters is the plans ahead. What matters is actually the goal that you have at the end. The goal that you so desire to achieve, to just reach out and grab for it and when you have finally achieved it, you would realise that it was the journey that really mattered. The positivity that carried you through all the ordeals and knowing that there is a Supernatural presence out there who is able to aid you in any times of need. The One and Only God.

Many a time, I do try my best and pray sincerely for things to go my way. And when things do not, i often blame myself. Many people tell me its alright. Everything is ok. Just a word sorry will do. Thing is, whenever i feel i am right. Someone always comes along and tells me i am wrong. Or rather, why do i always feel i am in the wrong? Why do i always give in?! WHY AM I SO SOFT HEARTED?! and when i try to be hard hearted, something always strikes me as what gives me the right to actually teach this person what he or she should do and act with his or her life. Just to make me happier. I am one great asshol-ic attention seeker. I do nothing but flare up and get angry with people only to expect that a worrd of apology would suffice at the end and everything would be ok only for the whole process to repeat itself once more. So i would seriously like to ask. Does the fault lie with me? Am i really unable to maintain close friendships with people? Why do i feel more at ease confiding in people whom i do not contact often and not that close to? I finally understand why. Because it is YOU that i confide about. Thats why i have nothing to talk to you about. How saddening that it should come to this stage. This pathetic stage in our lives where i play such an insignificant role in yours. With that, i do not see why u should play a significant role in my life as well. Lets just waste these few years of friendship and i shall erase this passage of time from my memory. So that finally, beautiful memories may be able to fill it up once more since my childhood days.

*Why is it that what i feel always contradicts what i should do?*

Confused once more?

2008-04-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

Whats this stupid feeling that keeps coming back? this feeling of jealousy and fucked up nonsense. So many times.. it nvr ceases to haunt me once again. Isit just me? Or isit the other party? Or both?

Just to let it all out. Im jus sick and tired of this fucking shit. i just wanna shout "FUCK IT ALL AWAY!" but its still residing within me. The ability to turn negative emotions into motivation is indeed one that is rather hard but i feel ive been able to do it. Studying has really helped my mind keep off stuff.. doing phy and maths help me divert my attention from reality problems to actual problem sums that keeps my mind active and logical which helps me to not act based on my emotions or rather be numb and non-chalant about everything else.

Whats all these empty promises that keep coming my way? DONT PROMISE ME SOMETHING WHICH U ARENT SURE U ARE CAPABLE OF DOING!!! For the greater the expectation from the promise.. the greater the DAMN disappointment. Why the fuck can u not see such a fucking thing? Not only is ur skin thick, ur skull is fucking thick too u insensitive bitch. Get it into that thick head of yours. Acting like everything is ok and alright will get you nowhere. Ive had better frens and shared deeper friendships with people i contact at least 10 times lesser. Such a superficial friendship i can say is almost not worth my time. I cant believe i actually fell for such things at face value and i thought it actually had some real meaning to me when im still stuck at the crust after so long. Took me like forever to see such a thing coming. *YAWNS!* Seriously, i feel im not even fit enough to be an acquiantance. For your benefit and mine too.

Well moving on. School has been really sucky lately.. been one helluva shit week this week. Mon Wed and Fri all had tests which drained me mentally and i ran thru-out from mon to fri which drained me physically. Tho im not really looking forward to an early night tonite.. im more of looking forward to a late brunch the following morning. =) Gotta start revision soon. Do not exactly have much time to go thru and revise stuffs. Have to depend on yourself for revision. Wish they had revision night classes for every subject like physics. Think its a very great help to the students. ^^ Haha. I just realised dat its been a long time since i touched dota. WOOOOOOOO. maybe shall go plae one match or something and den i'll try to find some stuff to do online b i actually want to hit the sack. So for now...

tata~

*The End Seems Scarier Than It Had Ever Been*

The Current Conclusion

2008-04-20T01:03:00.004+08:00

Past few weeks i have been greatly in doubt of myself. I do not noe if i shud do this or that and sometimes i duno whether i shud take the initiative or jus sit back and dun do anything. Everything i do.. the grass foreva seems greener on the other side and thus, i have finally reached upon a conclusion todae.

Love is like a drug. Something dat u can get easily addicted to. Same principles as masturbation and smoking. Its something dat grants oneself personal gratification but degrades ur very self at the same time. Once u start, u cant seem to stop. Of course, i shant generalise so all these wud jus reflect my thought process as i gone thru the course of this month. Love starts out first feeling great and nice and warm, however, as time passes... 'love' at this age seldom seem to last. It all seems to be negated by jealousy, over possessiveness and many other negative feelings dat would cause the relationship to sour in the end(well for me). After dat.. 'love' would then seem all vague and unreal. Now at this stage, we would all wish to attain the initial love that we had before.. the comfort in our hearts knowing that there is some1 hu is dear and special to u out there also feeling the exact same way about u. This is when most of us become desperate and the transformation of love into lust. I seem to want to get tgthr wif almost every girl i meet. having fantasies that i would even consider grave sin shud i realise it out for u. Im still glad that my logical side of me is still intact and im not acting out what im dreaming.. which is the reason for this post. Doing the right thing that im supposed to.

What i might have for YOU might not be love anymore. It might just be lust because of what i shared with u before. Lust for the attention, the love, the care and the concern. I want it all back. i want to feel good. but that would just be very selfish of me. Sometimes, i do really ask myself.. what is this false sense of hope that im given each time im with u or each time a reply of a msg comes from u. It all just seems so empty.. like how it holds the empty promises i used to get in my secondary sku days. Thus, the conclusion i came to is to void myself of all 'love' and lust so as to prevent myself from getting into any further trouble with this yr being a crucial year for me. It may sound very logical.. but the fact is... i feel like a coward. The lack of courage to do things which i failed in again and again and giving up so easily. I always look for excuses, look for other stuff to blame and portray myself as more perfect than most people out there. truth is, i feel inferior to all of u. Trying to hide my weak inner selfish being in this empty soul. Fighting to put on a smile that would radiate the false confidence that i have in myself.

It is now that i realise how insignificant i am to this world.. to many people. How little i can do to bring smiles to many. How anti-social i am. How few topics i have to tok to YOU about. How useless i was and is. I do sincerely hope i can change that. I noe it is not impossible.. but at my current state.. i jus feel im unable to advance. stagnating over here and wallowing in self-pity. It just feels so ez to encourage people to do things that they cant but when u urself try.. u would most probably just say "no i cant go on any longer".

This is the reality of life. Sometimes no matter how hard u try and wish for something to happen, it jus nvr does. Plus i feel that my GP teacher was right to say "just because you love a person, doesnt mean that he or she must love you back.". A sentence well spoken and well learnt thru experience. Despite all this, I do sincerely believe that one day.. both of us would find happiness in the end.. be it in others or in each others arms.

With that, I wish u all the best and everyone out there who have important exams to take and stuff to accomplish, the best of luck. =) Cheers~

*Can I really do it in the given amount of time left for me?*

Life's Not Bad

2008-04-05T21:07:00.002+08:00

Secondhand Serenade - Stay Close Don't Go lyrics
Artist: Secondhand Serenade lyrics
Album: Other Song Lyrics
Title: Stay Close Don't Go Print
Correct

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty of our wins or have i ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
but look through that
and you will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
amazed how I somehow managed to
sweep you off your feet girl,
your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted what you do.
But I'll do better, I know
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

And don't you know my heart is open, oh,
it's putting up the fight,
and I've got this feeling,
that everything's alright,
and don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you
but you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone,

(stay)If you leave me tonight,
(close) I'll wake up alone,
(don't)don't tell me I will
(go)make it on my own,
(stay)don't leave me tonight,
(close)this heart of stone
(don't) will sing till it dies
(go)if you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight

(Thanks to Erin for these lyrics)
[Stay Close Don't Go Lyrics on
http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

Post for the day:

Haha.. tho i said i will continue blogging but well... bin rather bz and kinda lazy lately. bleah =P Anw, lifes good!!! Ive come to many conclusions over the past week. Im down wif diarrhoa, I have stress symptoms and but most of all.. i learnt to give up. =) dats e most important part to me anw. Now i feel like as if im back to my childhood self. The agony that i have toiled wif for the past almost 1/4 of my life almost drove me insane and burdened and pained and fucked up. But all dat, i can feel. Is dat it is finally over. ^^ Praise the Lord! tho i feel that there are many more new challenges coming my way. Well things haven bin very well wif a certain president. i do admit that sometimes i do blame people for doing stuff wrongly and some of it shud be my fault. but if i blame u all the time.. den i suppose its time to take a look at urself first before saying anything. LoL. just a word sorry will do? Practise wad u preach boy! ROFL.

oh wells.. i tink dats all i have to say. before i get carried away any further. =) cheers peeps~ =D

The Pathway to Forgotten Memories

2008-03-09T22:40:00.003+08:00

" As the New replaces the Old. The Old simply have to accept the reality of being forgotten. "

Have we ever pondered.. how sometimes when we make new friends, we inevitably neglect the ones we have at the moment. Just like how at one stage, i did not even noe that i made shawn feel neglected when i suddenly got very close to eugene at the start of last yr. Is dat all most frenship is worth? Do we just.. forget about our old frens jus because they have turned stale, boring and a relationship retardedly tough to maintain because our new fren is more interesting, exciting and fun to be with? The conclusion i have come up with is that, it is ok to make new friends. But at this age, the friends that we make are already very limited. How much can we trust a person we recently met, do we even noe he or she that well? I have decided gravely that, the circle of friends that i have now, will continue being my friends for life. if i have neglected u in any way, please feel free to tell me. i do not want to lose another close friend... but of course, if u r not interested in maintaining this friendship with me, then tell me too~ i would ready myself and prepare to give up everything but the beautiful memories that we have shared before. Trust that it would forever stay in this heart of mine...

" Love encompasses all things; a smile hides everything. "

Its strange how people use the word love so freely nowadays. Do people even mean it when they say it? Sarcasm and hypocrites just ruin the meaning of the word when they use it. Love is a deep thing, something dat cannot be understood. Love grants us the ability to give till it hurts and yet continue giving no matter how many times we do get hurt. i am already dying just giving love to a single person and yet as i reflect on the approaching Holy Week. I suddenly realise how great God's love truly is. To continue giving to the whole of mankind who has hurt him. Take the pain of your break up.. and multiply it by the entire world's population. That would b the extent of God's love and yet he has not given up. Im thinking why should i give up?! and yet as i tink this, i have no choice or else i would be consumed by my own overwhelming emotions.

of course, none of u see this because of the smile i maintain on my face each time im outside. The smile that shows "everything is fine! its ok! im happy living my life the way it is! =) =D ^^ =P =]" but thats because I try to forget things when im with people, however, at home.. i do occasionally experience how bitter tears actually taste. Isit ever possible to ever break out of this jail that im ensnared in? Its not about whether i can feel void and remove negative emotions from myself. What i figured out was.. i jus want to be loved.

* Maybe the time has finally arrived to remove all that has been weighing my heart down since it all began... *

2007-10-10T18:33:00.000+08:00

最近 by Li Sheng Jie

你最近不说话
怎么了，为什么
是不是有什么事啊
你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱
有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
成天是这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再疼苦
下一次会有更好的情路

你最近不说话
怎么了，为什么
是不是有什么事啊
你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱
有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
成天是这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再疼苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
成天是这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再疼苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

Sometimes.. no matter how hard you wish for something to work out.. or something to return back to normal... it jus cant. Y isit dat no matter how hard we try.. the success in our life can only be limited by the things we can do. we often tell ourself to reflect for awhile and learn from past experiences and then move on. then again, how much time should we spend "reflecting" about these stuffs? 'Forgive and Forget' it is the latter which is the hardest to do... forgiving is one thing, but can some1 pls tell me.. wad thing is there in this world that exists that can mend the scar that will be there for life?! putting make up over it would be like the facades dat we all have and present to everyone to cover up our weaknesses. Everyone has had some sad times and happy times. but many a time.. do we act happi or are we truly happi? making jokes smiling and toking rubbish.. yes some might see it as immature, but its the only way that anyone can forget about the hurt that they have received temporarily. its like a drug, we all nid these occasional happi spurts to kip us going.. to actualli PRESENT to everyone that everything is fine when deep inside, u noe u rly arent. Time heals all wounds many would say, i'd rather see it as time makes wounds deeper and harder to heal. it seperates people to the extent where u feel u duno who the other person is anymore. if there were a test of time, i can dare say 99.9% of the whole human population would fail it.

Time.. i would have done so many more things differently if i could reverse it.. but its because no1 can, tht makes life the way it is. wonderful or sad. its still up to you to determine.

~ is existing rly necessary? ~

=)

2007-09-22T09:59:00.000+08:00

Perfect

by Simple Plan

album: No Pads, No Helmets...Just Balls (2002)

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm all right
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Promos coming le

2007-09-19T18:04:00.000+08:00

~ Feels like a million spears being jabbed into the weak and helpless heart ~

One of e BESTEST days of my Life ^^!~

2007-08-25T10:28:00.000+08:00

Heya ppls! im blogging for ytd cuz last nite too tired and too bz too blog worrs. So now... YTD WAS LAST TRNG OF E YR! so happi! =) but den still mus continue self trng bahs. xP blehs! o well... den moving on to even happier stuffs.. Justina and Shawn came my SKU! heh =D den dey watched me train and all den we went have dinner and watch blood brothers. haha. Shawn rly loved e Uncle Qi part... ROFL! ~bang-bang-bang~
lol. After e movie... dey officially celebrated my bdae! with 17 small candles. ><

Haha. So cute rite? =X

Haha. So i blew out e candles le! den realise we din take a photo togthr yet! so we relighted em and took tgthr!

~ These are the people, who rly make you feel special ^^~
- "Thanks Guy and Ger! Love ya'll loads! =D" -

Haha. Well dats about it. =P Its e simple things in life that we shud treasure and appreciate the most =D

kk end le! Dats all! Taggies~!

~ Im lost...but im still believing that im approaching the light at the end of the tunnel ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2007-08-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

YAY YAY YAY!! Todae my bdae worrs~! Thanks to all those who wished me! and those hu jus read this, thank you for thinking "ooh NO! I forgot wish!" or "oops! i din noe its ur bdae" =P blehs! And thanks for visiting this humble blog! ^^

" Happy Birthday to ME!
Happy Birthday to ME!
Happy Birthday to MEEEEEEE!
Happy Birthday to ME! "

~Claps Claps Claps~

Finally wished myself. Sweet 17. well not exactly sweet but yea.. normal yet still kinda sweet. =D 1 yr more till i can watch semi-nake...... OOPS! kidding la! im not horny de worr. I look so innocent rite? o=) (angel) hehe!

This is a rly nice song.. i dedicate this song to all e faithful guys out there who are having probs. Stay Faithful. Keep Waiting, n Hoping. ^^

Artist: Elliot Yamin
Song: Wait For You

[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

~ Believe and Wait ~

^^

2007-08-12T19:00:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY PPLS! Celebrated my bdae wif my relatives ytd! i tink i got over dressed tho. =P

This is ME! Handsome nort?! bWahahaS! bhb =P

James Bond and his Sister ^^

And My Good Olde Family~! =DDDD

Lastly...

ACT COOL POSE!

Blehs! bdae coming soon worrs! Sweet 17! ^^ yippees~!

For My Love - Bethany Dillon
-----------------------------------------------------

Walk towards me
I want to hear
The heavens singing over you

When you breath
Look at me
I want to be captured by you

Gaze into my eyes
Let me know you'd fight
Thousands for my love
Slip your hand in mine
Ask me to dance with you tonight
Just ask me for my love

I want to hide
What's deep in my eyes
I'm scared to be known by you
When I turn my head
And see you there
I want to be pursued, yeah

Gaze into my eyes
Let me know you'd fight
Thousands for my love
Slip your hand in mine
Ask me to dance with you tonight
Just ask me for my love

A dream I won't wake from
A story that will never end
The ground your feet walk on
Let me be, let me be loved

Gaze into my eyes
Let me know you'd fight
Thousands for my love
Slip your hand in mine
Ask me to dance with you tonight
Just ask me for my love

Gaze into my eyes
Let me know you'd fight
Thousands for my love
Slip your hand in mine
Ask me to dance with you tonight
Just ask me for my love

- Though this song shud be from gurl PoV, BUT I LOVE IT ^^ -

~ Hope Euu Feel E Same Way ~

Give My Love

2007-08-11T11:49:00.000+08:00

Give My Love
--------------------

When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Want to be with me but you're so scared
And I don't know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that
Times won't change my love
And I can't do nothing to keep you

Oh, I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

As the hours pass away
You think that love aren't here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don't give doubt a moment's rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby, the truth will set sparks

Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won't change my love
Take my love all through the night

I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love, through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

~ BeliEvInG ~

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2007-08-08T09:32:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since i updated i see...

Haha. With so much stuffs happening and sku hw and proj work.. cant rly find e time bahs.. and e stress is settling in. =) so yea.. blahs. haven exactly bin "truly" happi for a long time. No time to be tho >< hmmms.

Come What May
-----------------------

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I'm loving you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

~ f0revA 1n MaI hEarT ~

2007-07-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

I could realli relate to this song...touching! =] enjoii!

I'd Rather Lyrics
» Luther Vandross
I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times to gether,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart (you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo... who holds my heart

~ l0vINg eUU! ~

~stressed~

2007-07-19T18:27:00.001+08:00

WAH!!!! This week is e most stressful week i had in JC!!! Gosh! ARGH! lol... all e pw stuffs and all are killing me... plus now econs extra proj and blah blah blah! >< sadded sial... SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!! im like quite behind quite a lot of my hw now... cuz no time do cuz of e PW! and now in sku everytime feel uber shacked cuz slp very late den not in e right state of mind when i do stuff O.O!!

Y cant everyday be a weekend? lol. Kk.. enuff of complains! time to get b to work!! =D

~Mi55in6 eUU!~

=]

2007-07-09T20:03:00.000+08:00

Youth RALLY! and MORE!!!!

Haha... ok got a lot of fotos from youth rally. So i shall split it into 3 sections.

First Section: Nice Group Shots!!! =DD

Joe Shawn Justina Gweneal Eugene!

Shawn Joe Justina Me Joshua Eugene!

EVERYBODY!

2nd Section: Close Frens Fun Pics!

Bored~?!?!

Eugene: Bleah!!

PEACE!!!

PEACE AGAIN! (w/o me T.T)

Third Section: UNGLAM!!!

face so pale?! ARGH! GHOSTS!

EUGENE ACT CUTE!

DATS ME DATS ME!

Slpy oredy?!

GOTCHA!

Were these eyes Ali's or Gweneal's? O.O

Subsection - Joe's UNGLAM SECTION!

"Eh y oni forehead?!" haha. kidding. =P

This one's wif shawn!

CLIMAX NOW!!!

MUACKS~!~!~! LoL!!

ok... den soon after... it was time to go home?! nah we went yassin instd. =)

yapps yapps. dat shud be all! =) will upload e pics in my fone at ltr date. =D yippeee!

Emo-kid is on the block

2007-06-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

My Tutorial for emo-kids:

Before you emo, let us tink about certain stuff first. Firstly, why the hell are u emo-ing? because some1 said bad stuff about u? spread a rumour about u that is so totally not u? Y did all this happen? Emo kids will jus tink that they are not good enuff and wallow in self-pity hoping some1 else will come along and pity em and help dem thru. But all this wud not happen if u had positive tinking! Wad im trying to say here is as kids, we do not give up dat easily, we will kip trying and trying until we finally succeed. However, how come as we grow up, we tend to accept realities and jus let them b rather than fight back and fight for wad is right. NO! Do not blame it on society and do not bloody hell blame it on puberty. Wads wrong is not growing up! wads wrong is ur inability to continue fighting for wad u desire! ur incompetency!

If u kip tinking dat a person is better than u, den he will forever be better than u. Having the mentality dat u will someday be better than him is also no use if u keep postponing that someday. What u mus do is to tell urself u are better than him everyday. Hu cares wad others say about u? let them say what they want. They can let their stupid big mouths lead them to doom. Since people are oredy toking bad about u, there is noway down but improving? Y wallow in self pity jus cuz ppl say u suck? well u don't! U hv the ability to do anything u want to and succeed in whatever it is. All that is needed is some determination and hardwork! WHICH U LACK AND HAVE NO CONFIDENCE TO CARRY OUT!! Y?! Cuz u are afraid of consequences. In every thing dat we do, dere are consequences. However, in certain situations consequences might turn out good as well. wad we often tink of is how the bad consequence will outweigh the good consequence and not hving the courage to try and fight for wad u want and truly desire. FIGHT FOR IT DAMMIT! At least u noe u tried ur best at the end of the whole ting? and u've got nthg to lose. Tho u mite feel u hv lost a lot here. In heaven, ur conscience will be clear cuz u tried and worked hard for something in a JUSTFUL WAY!

One warning: NEVER EVER b a hypocrite. Dey jus do harm, backstab u and only think of themselves. Those self centred clowns can go eat shit in hell when dey die. Do things well. Do things right. Do not cheat others and jus tell e truth. Do not be afraid of those bstabbers. Dey tell lies and suck up to people of higher authority and those who are realli in "power" while treat and trample on u like shit behind their backs. These people are the ones whom we shud realli hate. But we shud nvr ever do back to them wad dey do to us. The Truth will Prevail. Soon people will understand dat u r right and the other hypocrites are useless good for nthg shit-tards.

~Never stop believing in yourself. For the day that you do, you will be as good as dead.~

[ Im sori if i offended anybody, i was jus typing this to cool myself down and console myself for feeling this emo. >< ]

SURVEY

2007-06-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

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EUGENE CAME MY HSE

2007-06-15T00:55:00.000+08:00

haha eugene came to my hse todae. well supposed to 'study' so in e end we did 'study'. LoL. We studied eurotrip. BLAHS! here is a pic of him and me!

Look at my cute Shrek ears!

ok ard 6 plus i sent eugene off. >< so i went to bus stop wif him... guess wad?

I WORE E EARS DOWN TOO! ><

haha so i went my aunt hse to eat and decided to take a few shots of a baby. =)

SUPER KAWAII RITE?!? =)

haha den had dinner, dota'ed, smsed and blogging now. =D

~taggies!~

MURTABUK

2007-06-11T21:28:00.000+08:00

MURTABUK! MURTABUK! MURTABUK! MURTABUK! MURTABUK! MURTABUK! MURTABUK! MURTABUK! MURTABUK! MURTABUK! MURTABUK! MURTABUK! MURTABUK! MURTABUK!

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I dun realli love murtabuk, but i realli love e person i sent it to. =)

~taggies~

Fotos Fotos and MORE FOTOS!

2007-06-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

Kk this entry all gonna be fotos. =) too lazy to type words and elaborate. BLEAH!

Ok here are e pics for P3 first holy communion camp. =) Featuring: Me, Fred, Josh, Mag, Ali, Venn and Uncle Freeman? =)

Here Dey ARE!

"Children Read ur notes! Facils LOOK AT ME! " hahaha

DATS ALL! =) haha.
K. e following pics i took were for fun. =)

Ah bee eating something. =P

This is me b4 i change to my hollow form! ahahaha.

MY FUTURE CAR!

Wheee.. blogging

2007-05-19T16:10:00.000+08:00

Ok i got few pics to upload. Anw i oni got pics for thurs when i went for mass =D

This is eugene acting cute b4 mass =D

Smile until so fake nia =P blahs

haha... anw in front of us... there was this young gurl hu kept looking at me and eugene. maybe cuz we too handsome lerr... ahahahaha... but i tink she looked at me more than eugene =P bleahs. Anw e gurl quite cute oso. =D
here is a pic:

Cute rite?!haha

den fri and todae was uninteresting. =( well dats about it for now! =D

Taggies~

FINALLY I NOE HOW TO BLOG AGAIN!

2007-05-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

Ok i finally noe how to blog again. =.= ok nvm.. moving on to better things... hmms

11 May 2007
SR SPORTS DAY!!! I ran in the 4by100m event and 20by200m medicine ball race. >< i drop e ball sia. haha. Anw din win back any medals, so im like ok... Met Sheila, JX and Eugene. THEY ALL CAME TO SR! =D den dey went to rock wall while i went to take my belongings and stuff. At rock wall there i played DOTA on eugene's laptop. haha. i looked like this:

So into e game i din even noe my foto was being taken O.O

ok so e gurls decided to post for a pic. So i jus whipped out my Handy Dandy HP and took a foto. I tot this looked rather amusing. haha. like some advertisement like dat =P

Sheila, Gradys, JX, JASON!

Went to mos burger for dinner at toa payoh. ate and chatted blah blah blah and left mos burger quite soon after. Jason and me decided to post for a Stylo-like-Milo picture. =D

Stylo rite? =P bleahs

12 May 2007
The fateful day that Sheila PS ME! or rather, US(me and eugene). =DDD dun realli have pics for this day =( but went out in e morn to find my mom day pressie den went ta mit eugene and supposed to mit Sheila to go buy theirs. >< haha. in e end sheila din turn up and i went to hv dinner wif my family. Ate at Clarke Quay e new shopping centre i tink. Heres a pic thru e window:

Got reflection tho >< (stupid glass. haha)

13 May 2007 (Mother's Day!)
Today is Mother's DAY!! wished my mom in e morn! den went church ta serve mass. Went for legion. Eugene and shawn during legion meeting -

They look slpy~ Hahax

Went play pool after that den to habourfront to mit my family to celebrate Mom Day at Marche! =D

My marche card!

Had my Dinner!

Nice Decors! =D

O YA! i posed for fotos wif my MUMMY TOO!

Pretty & Handsome!

Mom & Spiderman!! =D (kidding)

ok so had a very fulfilling dinner then went home. Here is a pic at Habourfront Mrt. Found it quite nice =D

The reflection cool rite? WHEEEE! =)

ok dats all for Mother's Day!

15 May 2007
Ok finally reached todae! nthg much happened. Had maths test and all. Scored 12/25 for a gp assignment which was held quite long ago. >< haha. AND ITS CALVIN BDAE TODAE!

Dats him kissing e candle on the Kueh. =P

ok bah. dats wad my life has to offer... for now =D

TAGGIES!~

Blogging for 2 DAYS!!

2007-05-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

WHEEE!!!! Ytrdae could not blog cuz of some technical difficulties wif blogger. Anw, IM BACK! so i gonna BLOG!

Wad happened ytrdae (8 May 2007)....

Ok... TODAE WAS E DAY OF NAPFA!!! So i brought my lucky...

SJI SHORTS!!!

However it din get me full marks for my napfa. T.T i got 28/30. I had aimed for 30/30 one lei!!
RAWR! sit and reach miss by 1 cm and Standing Broad Jump miss by 6cm. >< -saddened-

ok so moving on.. we had maths lecture... i got bored so i took this!

So now u noe where i sit and wad i bad view i hv in LT5! ><

ok Pw was up next. We finished out GPP discussion rather early. Ryner decided to sleep after we discussed. Apparently we discussed for... a rather short period of time. =D

Dats Ryner behind me! =DDDDD

ok i tink dat was all for ytrdae!

Today: (9th May 2007)

Hai.. Chinese lesson was demoralising. Teach jus walked outa class cuz close to half e ppl were slping. >< sad sial. but den wad to do? I TINK WE SHUD ALL IMPROVE OUR CLASS ATTITUDE!! =D E chinese teacher like give up lerr. >< we must prove her wrong! pay attention and all! den score well together for cheena! wheeee. Anw this took place immediately after she left:

TRY FIND ME! =)

O well e day flew by. Boring Physics. Boring Econs. Physics learn how to draw graph for kinematics. =)

Went for track and found Danny slping (As Usual)

Pls dun look at his bulge in e wrong place. =P

ok anw.. trng todae was tuff. We did 700 step ups which is like TUFF! Every step seemed to get bigger and bigger. T.T den had 10x400m intervals. run run run. Went buy bubble tea den come home and here i m!!! =D

I reali love this Chinese Song. Zui Jing by Li Sheng Jie. =D

你最近不说话
怎么了为什么
是不是有什么事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

kk im done!

~TAggIEs PlS!!~

Monday Blues~

2007-05-07T20:45:00.001+08:00

GAH! E week starts over and Monday's jus seem to kip coming. ><

FIRST PERIOD OF E WEEK! Physics tutorial! How exciting rite??

Chiminolominology - As e word says, "CHIM!"

ok den had pw. Which was realli realli realli boring until Samuel could not take it. So after pw lesson he

~snore~

RAWR! After a mini 20 secs of rest! Samuel is Rejuvenated and ready to ROLL! so he and his class proceeds to the next venue for maths tutorial. Teacher was late and class was practically stoning.

See all e slpy heads??(well onli 1) Yu Shao has an evil stare. =D

Samuel was bored so he decided to take an extremely handsome foto of himself. Which resulted in no less than...

"HANDSOME!" (ahahahahaha!)

Had chem test after lunch. EZ TO PASS, but HARD TO SCORE. Samuel is sad cause he can pass but cant score. Haaaaaiiiiiissssssssss~~~~

Of course e day went by... and by... untillllllllllllll

5.40pm if u cant see properly =D

and so Samuel went jogging wif danny!! jog jog 5km. plus additional 1.6km if u include warm up and cool down =P

Reached home at 8.15pm. >< late~

kk IM DONE!

~taGGieS~

YAY! My new blog is up!

2007-05-06T20:25:00.001+08:00

Hello ppls!!! my new blog is up!! nice rite?? haha... well i kinda got it from blogskins.com and jus played wif it around a lil. =D

Ok basically today din do much bahs =P went to church and served in e morn den went home b4 going for legion meeting. Legion meeting was ok bahs... except for some money matters here and there but it doesnt matter, very ez solve de =D I jus realised todae i hv bad fashion sense. This is evident from:

lol. All Red. (pic taken poorly by Sheila. Ee. =P)

and so me and eugene and shawn and lucas went to heeren to get Lucas' jacket before going b down to meet Sheila at Dhoby Ghaut. Lucas bot his jacket from flash 'n' splash. Walked one round ard mandarin hotel after that and went ta take a bus down to mrt station =D Apprently steph could oni meet us after 1 hr. So we stoned at plaza sing den 1 hour ltr made our way to VIVO!

And found out dat Steph jus left her hse. >< walked around vivo. Sheila kept insisting she wanted to plae wif water(childish-still haven grow up). Kidding. so steph called us jus as we reached e water area. Den we walked all e way down to 1st floor to meet Steph at Esprit there. =D

Went to eat at Carl's JR!!!

Dun dey jus look exactly like -ahems-? =P

Took some of my own fotos too!

-Smiles- (my smile looks so forced. haha)

ok so we ate den after Carl's Jr went to e water there again for Sheila to splash her legs in. >< SHE SPLASH MY PANTS! lucky its water resistant. BLEAH! den tok tok tok some more b4 going home bahs. =D

On e train home....

Steph fell aslp while we....

Took FOTOS! (Eugene blocking e camera! RAWR!)

-Smile! Smile! Smile!-

kk yapps! dats bout it lar... MUS GO DO HW LERR!!!
-Saddened-
=D

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